1. 你的名字：慧璇
2. 最近最鬱闷的事：很懒惰哦
3. 最受不了自己的哪个缺点：很懒惰咯
4. 遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注：让时间冲淡感觉，很work O.o
5. 说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)：关心别人，有点义气（一点罢了，哈哈），cheap lo(怪不得将兴奋跟我讲，原来是这一题 :P)
6. 以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表：colorful hair
7. 你现在最想拥有的是什麼?:圣诞老人
8. 什麼时候感觉最开心？：回家，回PD
9. 恋人／老公／老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼？：惊人的才华
10. 覺得自己的性格是 ? ：像水般无型
11. 现在最想做的事 ? ：让温度升到28C
12. 接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市 ? ：伦敦
13. 你为什麼要回答这些问题 ? ：因为我朋友要我回答第5 题咯
14. 你喜欢听什么类形的歌？：blue, soul, pop, r&b 和rock 一点点
15. 什麼时候觉得孤独 ? ：24小时面对电脑后
16. 最近一次掉眼泪是 ? ：4小时前，看戏咯
17. 请列出喜欢的食物 ? ：不一定
18. 做过最坏的事是什么？: 打断笔丢进垃圾桶
19. 什么让你感到最好奇？：其他人在想什么
20. 你觉得何谓精彩人生？ ：有着目标
被我朋友，燕萍点到的咯...
祝被点名的朋友，男的一年比一年屌，女的一年比一年sui lar~
如没被点名也可以拿去玩~
点名~~
1. hui yi
2. sandra
3. han weng
4. yang loong
5. christine
6. hoong nee
7. sweet yin
8. julian
if u guys c this lo~~:P
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Once in the past...
"I miss you.
I miss you suddenly, and i don't know why.
Suddenly remember,
the way you observed me, without knowing that I was observing you too;
the way you gave me gifts, no need of any special reasons;
the way you tried to catch me hand, and failed, instead, you got a handful of air;^^
the way you touched my lips, and I was trembling;
the way you tried to find some excuses, just to send a sms to me;
the way you got closer to me, closer and closer, and my heart was beating fast.
I never said it out.
That was just between you, and me.
At the basketball court, that was "our place".
At the staircase, there were our marks, to remember the day that was belonged to us.
At the corridor, when you passed by my classroom, our eyes always met.
At the canteen, we almost got caught. haha..
But, that was once in the past, for us.
Once, and the last between us.
I didn't even contact you now.
But, so of a sudden, I miss you now...but, only now..."
-by GOS
Every one has a secret inside their heart core.
While I was reading this, it reminded me of something.
What about u?
What are you trying to keep them secretly?
I miss you suddenly, and i don't know why.
Suddenly remember,
the way you observed me, without knowing that I was observing you too;
the way you gave me gifts, no need of any special reasons;
the way you tried to catch me hand, and failed, instead, you got a handful of air;^^
the way you touched my lips, and I was trembling;
the way you tried to find some excuses, just to send a sms to me;
the way you got closer to me, closer and closer, and my heart was beating fast.
I never said it out.
That was just between you, and me.
At the basketball court, that was "our place".
At the staircase, there were our marks, to remember the day that was belonged to us.
At the corridor, when you passed by my classroom, our eyes always met.
At the canteen, we almost got caught. haha..
But, that was once in the past, for us.
Once, and the last between us.
I didn't even contact you now.
But, so of a sudden, I miss you now...but, only now..."
-by GOS
Every one has a secret inside their heart core.
While I was reading this, it reminded me of something.
What about u?
What are you trying to keep them secretly?
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Travel here and there
Yesterday just booked the tickets to London for the Christmas holidays.
That was also only after desperation of a few weeks.
Then, today, my friend said he has booked the tickets to go back to Malaysia next year August.
Damn fast , man!!
Everyone is talking about it now.
"If we didn't book now, the prize will increase."
"Now, there's a promotions, better book now."
"Maybe we can wait for another promotions of another airlines."
"Maybe we can take AirAsia from Paris directly go back to Malaysia. Have you heard about it?"
"Yea, but who knows when will it start?"
"Do you want direct flight?"
"Expansive la!"
"You rich ma. We very poor one!"
bla~bla~bla~ etc. etc. etc.
So now, I don't know how.
Thinking between AirAsia from London and another Egypt airlines from Paris.
AirAsia:
1/8/10-31/8/10
London to KLIA
Cheaper
Yea, its cheaper, but i wanna stay more days at M'sia. Plus, how should I go to London from Angouleme?? How much will it cost? Will the time of flight suitable?
Egypt:
27/7/10-31/8/10
Paris-Egypt-Malaysia
More expansive
Yea, its true that its more expansive. Plus, I have to buy the tickets to Paris. And I have to wait at Egypt for 3-5 hours. But, I can stay at M'sia longer.
So, now what??!! Have to hurt my brain cells for another voyage....
That was also only after desperation of a few weeks.
Then, today, my friend said he has booked the tickets to go back to Malaysia next year August.
Damn fast , man!!
Everyone is talking about it now.
"If we didn't book now, the prize will increase."
"Now, there's a promotions, better book now."
"Maybe we can wait for another promotions of another airlines."
"Maybe we can take AirAsia from Paris directly go back to Malaysia. Have you heard about it?"
"Yea, but who knows when will it start?"
"Do you want direct flight?"
"Expansive la!"
"You rich ma. We very poor one!"
bla~bla~bla~ etc. etc. etc.
So now, I don't know how.
Thinking between AirAsia from London and another Egypt airlines from Paris.
AirAsia:
1/8/10-31/8/10
London to KLIA
Cheaper
Yea, its cheaper, but i wanna stay more days at M'sia. Plus, how should I go to London from Angouleme?? How much will it cost? Will the time of flight suitable?
Egypt:
27/7/10-31/8/10
Paris-Egypt-Malaysia
More expansive
Yea, its true that its more expansive. Plus, I have to buy the tickets to Paris. And I have to wait at Egypt for 3-5 hours. But, I can stay at M'sia longer.
So, now what??!! Have to hurt my brain cells for another voyage....
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
To My Friend....
I have a very good friend.
She has a blog.
Her posts are emotional.
Through her posts, I know that,
she cries, she is sad, she is being depressed, and she is angry.
Her songs sound sad.
The image at her blog has a emotional phrase.
People leave comments.
People encourage her.
She didn't share her problems, at least not in public...
Her blog is the place where she releases herself.
I guess she only writes a post when she's not feeling right.
I hope so actually
So that means she is fine at the other moments.
I also hope ,
that after she writes her post, she will feel better, will feel the best.
She is that kind of girl:
"If I tell people, they will feel sad also..."
She is that kind of girl:
"Just leave me alone..."
But,
I believe she prefers a listener, she prefers someone can share with her.
I believe too,
that she is tough, outside and inside
Perhaps she needs an outsider's force to give her more strength.
I don't know what to do,
every time after I read her posts,
but hope that the time will heel her pains.
I don't know what to write,
at the comments box,
but hope that she will accept the encouragements with the heart open freely.
I don't know what else to say now,
but just hope that
after she reads this,
she will think more positively,
she will be more optimist,
she won't think that I wanna forbid her from expressing her feelings.
and,
she will be fine, and wont get mad...
Take care! and promise that you'll be fine and good, physically and emotionally...
She has a blog.
Her posts are emotional.
Through her posts, I know that,
she cries, she is sad, she is being depressed, and she is angry.
Her songs sound sad.
The image at her blog has a emotional phrase.
People leave comments.
People encourage her.
She didn't share her problems, at least not in public...
Her blog is the place where she releases herself.
I guess she only writes a post when she's not feeling right.
I hope so actually
So that means she is fine at the other moments.
I also hope ,
that after she writes her post, she will feel better, will feel the best.
She is that kind of girl:
"If I tell people, they will feel sad also..."
She is that kind of girl:
"Just leave me alone..."
But,
I believe she prefers a listener, she prefers someone can share with her.
I believe too,
that she is tough, outside and inside
Perhaps she needs an outsider's force to give her more strength.
I don't know what to do,
every time after I read her posts,
but hope that the time will heel her pains.
I don't know what to write,
at the comments box,
but hope that she will accept the encouragements with the heart open freely.
I don't know what else to say now,
but just hope that
after she reads this,
she will think more positively,
she will be more optimist,
she won't think that I wanna forbid her from expressing her feelings.
and,
she will be fine, and wont get mad...
Take care! and promise that you'll be fine and good, physically and emotionally...
Thursday, October 15, 2009
To my dad
Suddenly remember of this song, a very old song, but its ever green. Its from a movie 《搭错车》(Papa, can you hear me)
The synopsis of the movie is: A mute old man, who picks the bottles of beer and sells it as the job. He lives with a so-called wife. One day, he sees a baby girl at the bushes and decides to take care of her as his own daughter. But, his wife feels that the baby has taken her place and the man doesn't care about her as much as before. So, she left him, with the baby. When the girl has grown up, she becomes a well-known singer, and she has used a fake family background to cover the reel and "unnoticeable" truth that she is dumped and grown up by a mute father. When she has a performance, her dad has a heart-attack. But, she doesn't get the chance to see him and talk to him the last time.
So, here comes this song, saying that:
Without you, who am I? It's you, who has grown me up. It's you, who has gave me a home. It's you, who has gave me lots of care. It's you, who has accompanied me to say the first word( which is papa). I can't forget the voice(which is the music that produced by the old man with the bottles), that I listen everyday in my life. When can I sing it again with you?
*酒干倘卖无 (pronounce in Hokien "jiu gan tang boei bo")
means after finished the beer, let's collect the bottle. That's the reflection of the old man's life.
Hope that those haven't watch this movie, quick! Enjoy it now! I'm sure that you won't regret, even though the tears will accompany you at the end of it...
Me, I have watched it for so many times, but later I'll watch it again...
Miss my dad, muacks!!
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Best moments ever...5A10
To the memories of 5a10...
It takes a few seconds to be a friend,
It takes a few seconds to be a friend,
but it takes a long time to be an old, true friend...
Friday, October 2, 2009
中秋节快！
Thought wanna write in Chinese, cause the its mooncake festival, but then lazy to type in Chinese..so..
Mooncake festival is always fall on the 15/8, according to the chinese calender. For this year, its 3/10.
I love mooncake festival! I don't know why, sometimes I love it more then I love Chinese New Year.
Perhaps its because less people take it seriously as CNY, so I hope I can change it. Please remember that mooncake festival is to be family, always together, united like the full moon.
And of coz! I love mooncakes more then I love new year cakes..^^
I had lotza memories on this festival. Last time, I took part in the celebration at "fou tang", we performed, guess the "deng mi", walked around the city with lanterns all together. The happiest thing is my family also support the celebration, so I can celebrate with my friends, as well as my family...^^
Later, when I was f3, mooncake festival was at the same day as my last day of PMR. But as I had to guide the sales of mooncakes in school, so, I was kinda busy with the mooncakes n my PMR. I still remember my friend's words," now when I looked at you, I think of the mooncake only..."
And the story hasn't end. After the last paper of PMR, which was Chinese, my sister fetched my back from school for the 1st time!!^^ Then, we straight away went to buy the lanterns and all...at night, we decorated our house's garden with all the lanterns, and we ate mooncakes and the "bao bei bing" together with the full moon in the sky...
But since f4, my sis went to UK already...we can't celebrate it all together anymore...I was kinda sad...and I think, that's the problem why my mum didn't make the moon cakes that year...and we didn't actually the mooncakes. Those were the presents from others. Not to be rude, but they don't taste as nice as my mum did...That year, I was kinda down, and there was no full moon in the sky, the moon was covered by the evil clouds..
Last year, I've insisted my mum to make moon cakes. Luckily and gratefully, my mum did!! I just love it!! but my poor sis couldn't taste it...But last year, I played the lanterns alone, I decorated the garden alone, I looked at the full moon alone...(fine, Angie was beside me) And that was during the trial, and I was holding the notes..Grateful, but lonely moon cake festival..
This year, I'm destined to celebrate it alone....no mooncake, no family, only the full moon, which is not so beautiful as in PD...
My mum said she wont make the moon cakes this year, because only 3 of them, no mood...
My poor mum....
Thought during this festival, we must be the family, but why I can't?
Mooncake festival is always fall on the 15/8, according to the chinese calender. For this year, its 3/10.
I love mooncake festival! I don't know why, sometimes I love it more then I love Chinese New Year.
Perhaps its because less people take it seriously as CNY, so I hope I can change it. Please remember that mooncake festival is to be family, always together, united like the full moon.
And of coz! I love mooncakes more then I love new year cakes..^^
I had lotza memories on this festival. Last time, I took part in the celebration at "fou tang", we performed, guess the "deng mi", walked around the city with lanterns all together. The happiest thing is my family also support the celebration, so I can celebrate with my friends, as well as my family...^^
Later, when I was f3, mooncake festival was at the same day as my last day of PMR. But as I had to guide the sales of mooncakes in school, so, I was kinda busy with the mooncakes n my PMR. I still remember my friend's words," now when I looked at you, I think of the mooncake only..."
And the story hasn't end. After the last paper of PMR, which was Chinese, my sister fetched my back from school for the 1st time!!^^ Then, we straight away went to buy the lanterns and all...at night, we decorated our house's garden with all the lanterns, and we ate mooncakes and the "bao bei bing" together with the full moon in the sky...
But since f4, my sis went to UK already...we can't celebrate it all together anymore...I was kinda sad...and I think, that's the problem why my mum didn't make the moon cakes that year...and we didn't actually the mooncakes. Those were the presents from others. Not to be rude, but they don't taste as nice as my mum did...That year, I was kinda down, and there was no full moon in the sky, the moon was covered by the evil clouds..
Last year, I've insisted my mum to make moon cakes. Luckily and gratefully, my mum did!! I just love it!! but my poor sis couldn't taste it...But last year, I played the lanterns alone, I decorated the garden alone, I looked at the full moon alone...(fine, Angie was beside me) And that was during the trial, and I was holding the notes..Grateful, but lonely moon cake festival..
This year, I'm destined to celebrate it alone....no mooncake, no family, only the full moon, which is not so beautiful as in PD...
My mum said she wont make the moon cakes this year, because only 3 of them, no mood...
My poor mum....
Thought during this festival, we must be the family, but why I can't?
Sunday, September 27, 2009
如果你还爱我-光良
Lyrics
我带着一颗疲惫的心走了
I left with a tired heart
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
I know that I'm not important anymore in your heart
虽然我们曾经相聚过
Even though we had it all
也许对于你来说
perhaps for you
已经没有什么值得回忆
There's no more any worthy memories
我带着一颗沉重的心走了
I left with a heavy heart
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
I know that I don't have the courage to say goodbye
虽然我们曾经拥有过
Even though we had it all
但是对于你来说
But for you
已经没有什么值得回忆
There's no more any worthy memories
难道早以注定
Is it already destined?
不能真正拥有你
That I can't really have you?
难道我真心付出一切
Is it after I sacrifice all
只为了承受孤单和寂寞
only to handle loneliness
我知道你不敢对我坦白
I know that you scared to be honest with me
是不要看到我的伤怀
it's because you don't want to see my sadness
虽然你没有说要离开我
Even though that you never said you want to leave me
我已经感到你不再属于我
I already felt that you're not mine anymore
如果你还爱我
If you still love me
你不会对我如此的冷漠
You won't treat me coldly
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
and you couldn't let me strolling alone in the night
如果你还爱我
If you still love me
你不会对我如此的冷漠
You won't treat me coldly
我只能含着眼泪
I can only be with my tears
默默的离开
and leave you lonely and silently...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
:(
I'm just a little girl, who needs family and friends.
I miss my life, which was carefree and happy.
I miss my life, which was fulfilled with humanity and love.
I miss my life, which was much more easier than now.
I know we have to grow up, to learn to face the problems in our life.
I know we have to grow up, to make ourselves be tougher.
But now, I'm sick of facing the laptop everyday.
I'm sick of facing the 4 walls everyday.
I'm sick of my life circle is smaller now.
Why?
That's not the one that I want.
I want my friends, I want my family, I want the life that I had before.
I just want that..not much more.
But its so hard, and it can never be true...
I miss my life, which was carefree and happy.
I miss my life, which was fulfilled with humanity and love.
I miss my life, which was much more easier than now.
I know we have to grow up, to learn to face the problems in our life.
I know we have to grow up, to make ourselves be tougher.
But now, I'm sick of facing the laptop everyday.
I'm sick of facing the 4 walls everyday.
I'm sick of my life circle is smaller now.
Why?
That's not the one that I want.
I want my friends, I want my family, I want the life that I had before.
I just want that..not much more.
But its so hard, and it can never be true...
Saturday, August 29, 2009
The Most Romantic
Hold the hands gently, but firmly....
Hold in the embrasse, and whisper softly by the ear...
Playing a piano, and sing a love song...
Walk by your side, not in front, not behind, but just nice...
When the eyes meet, the smiles are for each other...
Have a walk at the garden, lay down on the field...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
P for PIANO
A gift for the musical world, a precious for a musical lover. Composed by 52 white notes, and 36 black notes, have formed 7 octaves, plus a minor third.
Place your fingers on the keyboard, and the feet on the pedals. Feel it, feel the spirit within it.
Slowing pressing it, listen, listen to the gentle voice of it, "do, re, mi, fa..."
"I always make sure that the lid over the keyboard is open before I start to play"~ Artur Schnabel, Australian pianist, when asked the secret of piano playing.
From Johann Sebastian Bach, George Frideric Handel; from Joseph Haydn, to Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart and Ludwig Van Beethoven; and again we have Fryderyk Chopin, and Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. We are always not alone....
"No other acoustic instrument can match the paino's expressive range, and no electric instrument can match its mystery."~Kenneth Miller From baroque, to classical; when the romantic starts, the 20th century followed. All the time, all the moments, the spirits never end... Luckily, we have great pianist to keep the pieces alive... Piano, is the most ROMANTIC instrument... |
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Saint Valentine
"If I have to choose between loving you, and breathing,
I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU..."
-dani b
Isn't nice, to have someone besides, who keeps us warm and safe, who accompanies us along the highs and lows?
Isn't nice, to hold a hand in yours, and have a walk during the evening?
Isn't nice, to be in loved?
Isn't nice, if its forever, eternity?
I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU..."
-dani b
Isn't nice, to have someone besides, who keeps us warm and safe, who accompanies us along the highs and lows?
Isn't nice, to hold a hand in yours, and have a walk during the evening?
Isn't nice, to be in loved?
Isn't nice, if its forever, eternity?
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Mozart L'opera Rock
"Mozart, L'opera Rock", an opera conducted by Dove Attia and Albert Cohen, after the triumph of "The Roi Soleil"(The King of the Sun).
This is absolutely not a tradisional opera. With all the songs, which are up to the mode, it has created a new peak in the music industrial of France. Not just the shows on stages, but also, it has released the album with all the songs in the opera. The album is "L'album de Mozart est Disque D'or", which means, "the album of Mozart is the disque of gold"
These 3 songs are the best among the best songs in this opera...enjoy it!
Tatoue-moi by Mikelangelo Loconte
Vivre A en Crever by Mikelangelo Loconte and Florent Mothe
L'assasymphonie by Florent Mothe
For more info :http://www.mozartloperarock.fr/index.html
This is absolutely not a tradisional opera. With all the songs, which are up to the mode, it has created a new peak in the music industrial of France. Not just the shows on stages, but also, it has released the album with all the songs in the opera. The album is "L'album de Mozart est Disque D'or", which means, "the album of Mozart is the disque of gold"
These 3 songs are the best among the best songs in this opera...enjoy it!
Tatoue-moi by Mikelangelo Loconte
Vivre A en Crever by Mikelangelo Loconte and Florent Mothe
L'assasymphonie by Florent Mothe
For more info :http://www.mozartloperarock.fr/index.html
Sunday, August 2, 2009
I Love My Family
I have a family. My dad, my mum, my brother, my sister, and I'm the youngest. I'm happy that I'm the youngest, even though there are lots of negative thoughts about the youngest. They are dependent, don't know how to care themselves, etc. But never mind, I'm happy that I have an elder brother and an elder sister...
So long I didn't see my family, so long since the last reunion of my whole family. 2 years ago, when I was still an underage kid...^^
How are you doing, dad?? Are you still working till very late?? 7pm?? You should rest now...don't need to worry about the money...reduce a bit the working time...Are you still busy taking care the fishes at the balcony? You never feel bored to take care of them..like you take care of us...
I still remember when I was a kid, I used to sit on your leg, and let you to swing me high; I used to sit on your shoulder, which is so broad that had kept all the wind and tides away from me...and you always there for me, always, always....
Mum, I miss your cooking..I miss your laughter, even the ways you scold me...how nice if I can still be at home...Reduce your tuition time too, get some rest too..there's no argent need anymore...Sorry that I always make you angry, sorry for all the misunderstandings, I'll try to espress myself well..
Let me tell you, I feel like I'm actually like you also, :P...Very fussy...haha..its the genes....
Everything must be put neatly, make sure the kitchen is always clean and dry, no hair on the floor...etc
and I'm like dad also, having dilemma when I need to decide which thing should I throw and which should I keep...:P
And of course my dearest brother. Glad that I have only one brother, that's just enough. How are you doing recently? Long time I didn't hear your voice, and long time I didn't sit on your bed and chat with you...Does your work go with the flow?? There will be many difficulties in front of you, but no worries, I know you can do it, you always can handle them...always do...
how's angie?? Is she still cute?? Does she miss me??
Mum said you always stay inside the room, and doesn't know what you are doing in your life...
If possible, spend some time with mum and dad. Sorry that we left this task for you....but I do really hope that you can...
Hi, my sweetest sis! Miss you so much!! So long I never met you...but glad that I can hear your cheerful voice...how I wish I can be optimist and tough as you
You never complain about the life, yet, you always feel grateful that you have the chance. I know you've been through a lot, yet, you are still cheerful....You are my idol, it might sounds weird, but its true, I believe in you and I always think of you...
When is our next pillow talk?? As we are getting elder, do you think its still possible for it to happen?? Or it will just be the memories in my mind??
Take care of yourself sis....
So long I didn't see my family, so long since the last reunion of my whole family. 2 years ago, when I was still an underage kid...^^
How are you doing, dad?? Are you still working till very late?? 7pm?? You should rest now...don't need to worry about the money...reduce a bit the working time...Are you still busy taking care the fishes at the balcony? You never feel bored to take care of them..like you take care of us...
I still remember when I was a kid, I used to sit on your leg, and let you to swing me high; I used to sit on your shoulder, which is so broad that had kept all the wind and tides away from me...and you always there for me, always, always....
Mum, I miss your cooking..I miss your laughter, even the ways you scold me...how nice if I can still be at home...Reduce your tuition time too, get some rest too..there's no argent need anymore...Sorry that I always make you angry, sorry for all the misunderstandings, I'll try to espress myself well..
Let me tell you, I feel like I'm actually like you also, :P...Very fussy...haha..its the genes....
Everything must be put neatly, make sure the kitchen is always clean and dry, no hair on the floor...etc
and I'm like dad also, having dilemma when I need to decide which thing should I throw and which should I keep...:P
And of course my dearest brother. Glad that I have only one brother, that's just enough. How are you doing recently? Long time I didn't hear your voice, and long time I didn't sit on your bed and chat with you...Does your work go with the flow?? There will be many difficulties in front of you, but no worries, I know you can do it, you always can handle them...always do...
how's angie?? Is she still cute?? Does she miss me??
Mum said you always stay inside the room, and doesn't know what you are doing in your life...
If possible, spend some time with mum and dad. Sorry that we left this task for you....but I do really hope that you can...
Hi, my sweetest sis! Miss you so much!! So long I never met you...but glad that I can hear your cheerful voice...how I wish I can be optimist and tough as you
You never complain about the life, yet, you always feel grateful that you have the chance. I know you've been through a lot, yet, you are still cheerful....You are my idol, it might sounds weird, but its true, I believe in you and I always think of you...
When is our next pillow talk?? As we are getting elder, do you think its still possible for it to happen?? Or it will just be the memories in my mind??
Take care of yourself sis....
Friday, July 31, 2009
We've been followed!!
My friends and I were buying bread at a shop, then, we went to kebab shop to buy kebab. And I accidently knocked into a lady, like always, a clumsy girl, I am.
While we were waiting for our kebab, we sat down and talked for, quite some time, 15 minutes, I guess. I realised that the lady was with her friend, and they were just sitting behind us.
After we payed for our kebab, we were about to get out. At that moment, I realised that the two ladies were about to leave also, and there was a strange thing, they didn't buy anything in the kebab shop, but they sat down and talk for 15 min also!!
I told my friends, and they also realised that. Then, I simply made a joke, "I think they are following us."
Sandra was kinda shocked, and she said," I think so too! What should we do now? Should we go one round in city first?"
I wasn't sure, and thougt that maybe we thought too much. Perhaps they wanted to do the same things also.
So we decided to make an experiment. We went into Franquin Espace, which is kinda like a tourism centre, and simply took some brochures. Weird thing was, the ladies came in too!!
Then, we quickly went out from the centre, and they followed also. That means, they just entered and did nothing inside. That was impossible! No people would enter a building without any objectives!
When the reached the bus stop, which is known as Franquin also, bus number 6, which is the bus that can send us back home, was already reached.
Now, there was another problem. Should we take the bus or not? What if they followed us back home?
"So now what to do?" said Dayang.
"We took the bus, but if they still followed us, they came down from the bus immediately, "said Sandra.
"We see first, if they took the bus, then we stayed here. But if they didn't, then we took the bus," I said.
When the queue was almost clear, I realised that the ladies were still sitting on the bench. So we took the bus.
But! One of the lady was following just behind me, and she entered the bus also!
When we were still thinking what to do, she went down to find her, who was still outside the bus.
"What happened?" I said.
"Just now I heard she asked her friend be quick, but then her friend was still there. I think maybe she didn't have bus card or money. So, she didn't enter." said Dayang.
"Perhaps."
"So scary la!! Why they followed us??" said Sandra.
"Yea! I also don't understand. But they were really following us! I saw her starring at us when she came down from the bus." said Dayang.
" Really?? Har~~but why they want to follow us??"
That's the question that remained...
What a day!
While we were waiting for our kebab, we sat down and talked for, quite some time, 15 minutes, I guess. I realised that the lady was with her friend, and they were just sitting behind us.
After we payed for our kebab, we were about to get out. At that moment, I realised that the two ladies were about to leave also, and there was a strange thing, they didn't buy anything in the kebab shop, but they sat down and talk for 15 min also!!
I told my friends, and they also realised that. Then, I simply made a joke, "I think they are following us."
Sandra was kinda shocked, and she said," I think so too! What should we do now? Should we go one round in city first?"
I wasn't sure, and thougt that maybe we thought too much. Perhaps they wanted to do the same things also.
So we decided to make an experiment. We went into Franquin Espace, which is kinda like a tourism centre, and simply took some brochures. Weird thing was, the ladies came in too!!
Then, we quickly went out from the centre, and they followed also. That means, they just entered and did nothing inside. That was impossible! No people would enter a building without any objectives!
When the reached the bus stop, which is known as Franquin also, bus number 6, which is the bus that can send us back home, was already reached.
Now, there was another problem. Should we take the bus or not? What if they followed us back home?
"So now what to do?" said Dayang.
"We took the bus, but if they still followed us, they came down from the bus immediately, "said Sandra.
"We see first, if they took the bus, then we stayed here. But if they didn't, then we took the bus," I said.
When the queue was almost clear, I realised that the ladies were still sitting on the bench. So we took the bus.
But! One of the lady was following just behind me, and she entered the bus also!
When we were still thinking what to do, she went down to find her, who was still outside the bus.
"What happened?" I said.
"Just now I heard she asked her friend be quick, but then her friend was still there. I think maybe she didn't have bus card or money. So, she didn't enter." said Dayang.
"Perhaps."
"So scary la!! Why they followed us??" said Sandra.
"Yea! I also don't understand. But they were really following us! I saw her starring at us when she came down from the bus." said Dayang.
" Really?? Har~~but why they want to follow us??"
That's the question that remained...
What a day!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Have been tagged
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: mineral water
2. Last phone call: kak nad
3. Last text message: Mum
4. Last song you listened to: sempurna-andra and the backbone...nice
5. Last time you cried: 3rd week in July 2009
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: no
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. red
14. light green
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: a lot....
16. Fallen out of love: crush??perhaps...
17. Laughed until you cried: nope...last time was in last year
18. Met someone who changed you: yes..my family and my friends
19. Found out who your true friends were: yea...and i'm grateful that i have more than enough
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, but not negative
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: in facebook? appro 9o%
23. How many kids do you want?: 2, one girl and one boy, but then do i want kids?
24. Do you have any pets: angie?? but then i do hope that i will have pets..they are so cute!!!^^
25. Do you want to change your name: no, never thought of that
26. What did you do for your last birthday: i fell into water tank..twice! on my birthday..but my friends gave me big surprise!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am..O.o
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleep d lo...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: latest sony ericon's hp..ahaha
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 months ago..its sad...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I can express myself well, fight for the things that i really want..
32. What are you listening to right now : si j'avais une girlfriend..a french song
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my french sucks!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, youtube, blogspot, hotmail, caisse d'epargne, SNCF
36. Whats your real name: Lee Hui Xuan
37. Nicknames: a girl, a xuan...etc
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: pisces, a proud piscian, i am^^
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: SJK(C) Chung Hwa Port Dickson
42. Secondary School?: SMK Tinggi Port Dickson
43. High school/college?: HELP University College, INTEC, IUT D'angouleme, Cifop
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: counted as long gua
46. Height: from 149cm to 152cm..everytime different..but, its short...(paise~~)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: i'm not sure, everything about me seems like not enough
49. Piercings: yup, 2, and its enough
50. Tattoos: never ever in my life
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: yup, when i was 4 or 5 or 6
54. First best friend: during Standard 2, Siew Hui
55. First sport you joined: forgot lo...running, I think
56. First vacation: huh??!! can't remember la...
58. First pair of trainers: my memory is not that good la
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope...wanna on diet..ahaha!!
60. Drinking: mineral water
61. I'm about to: sleep
62. Listening to: twinkle twinkle little star(violin version)
63. Waiting on: finishing this questionnaire
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: not sure yet...its complicated
65. Get Married?: not sure also, it depends on my destiny
66. Career?: of coz!! an engineer, if i've been blessed enough
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: huggs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: who??!!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive or loud?? both also i dun wan, i just want average
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: average also
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: chin to chin?? but he is not really a stranger..
77. Drank hard liquor: 12%?? just 3 drops...^^
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes, into the toilet hole...gosh! bad memory!
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: er~~i don't think so
82. Been arrested: no, I guai guai ma...
83. Turned someone down: yes, i'm not always a"yes" person
84. Cried when someone died: of coz lo...
85. Fallen for a friend?: i wont use the word "fallen", that's too much...perhaps a crush
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes, just for some cases
87. Miracles: absolutely yes, i'm a fantasy type of person
88. Love at first sight: er...y-yes, but its too hard to happen on me
89. Heaven: totally believe, and i can observe others beneath the blue sky
90. Santa Claus: I will feel happier if i believe
91. Kiss on the first date: that can happen
92. Angels: yes, because I feel like i'm protected, always..
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: of coz! I never have a day where I keep my mouth shut
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes, those who said no is not honest..hehe
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 6 years old...no worries
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i'm not sure, no regret during last year..i've lived it fully
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope, not at all
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: sure, after answer it tiredly
Tagged person:
Just answer it if you want
Sunday, July 26, 2009
My Little Home In Angouleme^^
After the seniors have moved out, I've spent some time to redecorate my room. I still remember the day that sandra and I cleaned the house till 5am!!!
Woah! I really don't understand why I have such passion to clean the house...ahaha!
Now, if you ask me to do it again, I don't think that I will.
So, if anyone dares to dirty up my house, I'll knock his/her head!!
Ngekngek!! :P
Let's see some photos of my lovely house...
My bathroom...with pink colour...ahaha!! kinda funny actually...
This is my living room..nice le!! But then the sofa might not be at this place later...its a complicated situation...
My kitchen...clean and nice....thanks to Sandra to clean it
Different view for the living room..saw the clock?? Nice le...
My bed...every night sleep with the panda...ahaha!!
My "study-side"...saw the world map?? wanna improve my geography also...
Woah! I really don't understand why I have such passion to clean the house...ahaha!
Now, if you ask me to do it again, I don't think that I will.
So, if anyone dares to dirty up my house, I'll knock his/her head!!
Ngekngek!! :P
Let's see some photos of my lovely house...
My bathroom...with pink colour...ahaha!! kinda funny actually...
This is my living room..nice le!! But then the sofa might not be at this place later...its a complicated situation...
My kitchen...clean and nice....thanks to Sandra to clean it
Different view for the living room..saw the clock?? Nice le...
My bed...every night sleep with the panda...ahaha!!
My "study-side"...saw the world map?? wanna improve my geography also...
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Somewhere out there
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
Do they bring back the memories when you are still small??
With the lullabies singing by your mum or dad by your bedside, when you are falling asleep??
Are you alone out there??
Where is your family now??
Do you have something to tell them??
I miss my family...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
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A l'instant, j'ai essayé écrire un texte en français, mais, j'ai noté que mon français est très mal, et j'ai echoueré...
Maintenant, je suis triste parce que j'ai appris le français pendant 2 mois..
Mais, ce n'est pas grave. Je sais que un jour, mon français serra mieux.
J'ai pris longtemps pour écrire ce texte mais c'est court...
haih....
and i hope that its all correct...
please correct me if there is a mistake...
Maintenant, je suis triste parce que j'ai appris le français pendant 2 mois..
Mais, ce n'est pas grave. Je sais que un jour, mon français serra mieux.
J'ai pris longtemps pour écrire ce texte mais c'est court...
haih....
and i hope that its all correct...
please correct me if there is a mistake...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Fete de la musique au Angouleme
21th June, the very 1st day of summer in France. The whole France is celebrating the arrival of the beautiful season for them. Music has always been an important element in Frenchs' life.
So this, is the music festival in Angouleme...
This is only one from my videos, but I don't know why, I can't upload them....
So sorry yea!! n sorry for myself also....
So this, is the music festival in Angouleme...
This is only one from my videos, but I don't know why, I can't upload them....
So sorry yea!! n sorry for myself also....
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Living in France 2
I just read my senior, Farah's blog.
I suddenly realised that, no matter how happy the person looks, no matter how loud the person laughs with you, there'll always be another side, the sentimental side of that person.
Like my senior, she always laughs and jokes with us, but after I read her blog, she is really missing her mum, her kampung, worrying about the studies, the health, the living problems. That's life, plus there are no family and your loved ones beside you.
I feel that my seniors are all strong, strong in facing their own lifes.
I wonder if I can be like them, if I can take god care of myself.
But I know I musn't let my parents to worry about me, and I understand that, no matter what happen, my family will always support me, there's no need for me to feel scared or feel alone.
Je vais fare tout mon possible pour faire a les problemes dans ma vie...
Bonne chance!
I suddenly realised that, no matter how happy the person looks, no matter how loud the person laughs with you, there'll always be another side, the sentimental side of that person.
Like my senior, she always laughs and jokes with us, but after I read her blog, she is really missing her mum, her kampung, worrying about the studies, the health, the living problems. That's life, plus there are no family and your loved ones beside you.
I feel that my seniors are all strong, strong in facing their own lifes.
I wonder if I can be like them, if I can take god care of myself.
But I know I musn't let my parents to worry about me, and I understand that, no matter what happen, my family will always support me, there's no need for me to feel scared or feel alone.
Je vais fare tout mon possible pour faire a les problemes dans ma vie...
Bonne chance!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Living in France
This is my 3rd week staying in France...to be exact, it's Angouleme. Life's better than what I thought, at least I have seniors and friends around me. Feel so lucky. I don't understand why I deserve it. Thanks to my previous life, that's what we call karma, I guess.
Anyway, I need to pick the French first, if not, my life will have lotza disaster. Its like i'm mute and I can't say anything to the people around me. I don't want that. So I need to talk more, but to whom? The teachers only, maybe, but I can't even compose a correct sentece, besides what we learn everyday..."Vous vous appelez comment??"
I learn to cook here, which is so surprising!! Cause I thought i'll never cook for my whole life, ahaha, which is a foolish thought. Just now, I cooked the dinner for my senior and friend, but sad that my another senior didn't taste it as she was not in, tomorrow only she'll be back.
My seniors are so kind. I still remember the phrase, "The seniors in France are all very kind. If you need something, and if they can help you, they will fulfill your wishes just like in fairy tales." I love this phrase!!! J'adore beaucoup la phrase!!
Soon, my seniors will leave me and my friends. What will happen if we stay under the same roof? Will it be as easy as how my life with my seniors?? Everything has to do with a partner. Will our relationships still be okay as we'll face many living problems between us?? Will we become like our seniors now? One day, when I already become a senior, will I be as kind as my senior?
Its another peaceful night in angouleme, making one to have lotza thoughts inside the mind, making one to stare at the stars through the window, making me to think of my life now....
C'est ma vie, et j'adore ma vie...
Anyway, I need to pick the French first, if not, my life will have lotza disaster. Its like i'm mute and I can't say anything to the people around me. I don't want that. So I need to talk more, but to whom? The teachers only, maybe, but I can't even compose a correct sentece, besides what we learn everyday..."Vous vous appelez comment??"
I learn to cook here, which is so surprising!! Cause I thought i'll never cook for my whole life, ahaha, which is a foolish thought. Just now, I cooked the dinner for my senior and friend, but sad that my another senior didn't taste it as she was not in, tomorrow only she'll be back.
My seniors are so kind. I still remember the phrase, "The seniors in France are all very kind. If you need something, and if they can help you, they will fulfill your wishes just like in fairy tales." I love this phrase!!! J'adore beaucoup la phrase!!
Soon, my seniors will leave me and my friends. What will happen if we stay under the same roof? Will it be as easy as how my life with my seniors?? Everything has to do with a partner. Will our relationships still be okay as we'll face many living problems between us?? Will we become like our seniors now? One day, when I already become a senior, will I be as kind as my senior?
Its another peaceful night in angouleme, making one to have lotza thoughts inside the mind, making one to stare at the stars through the window, making me to think of my life now....
C'est ma vie, et j'adore ma vie...
Saturday, June 6, 2009
My BearBear~~
Once upon a time, there was a war in a far far way planet. It was attacked by the evil enemies. As the result of the destruction of the war, the planet was no longer a safe and suitable place for living. The survivors have all escaped from the planet, including the royal family.
However, the air ship of the royal family exploded on their way to another planet nearby. The family were all dropped to the earth, but everyone was separated. That was when I found the king and the queen. Luckily, they still had their princess.
They thought that others would not be still survived after the massive damage of their air ship. However, who said miracles never happened?? After years of searching of their family, finally everyone is together again now. Living under the same roof happily.
By the time the royal family has settled down themselves on the earth, the war in the far far away planet has ended. The people requested for the royal family to come back to role them again. Thinking of the people, the king has decided to take the responsible again. The fact is that the technologies in the far far away planet were way too high compared to the earth. That's why, the recovering process of the planet was very fast that it just took months for the whole process.
Till now, the royal family is respected by the people on the far far away planet, because of them, the people could escape from the planet, but not the government, who had put them into the war. Even though the royal family is now currently on the earth, they can always teleport to the planet whenever they want. Thanks to the technologies!!
That's why they are here, with me....ahaha
sot sot d.
the king and the queen now. the old king and queen have retired..
separated lovers...
moody eyes...
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Days in My Life
Most Embarrassing Day
Date: 23 May 2009
Location: Terminal 1, Seremban
Characters: HuiShin, YanPing, Me
We reached Terminal 1 at about 10am, waiting for Keen Zai to pick us up to Jusco, as we booked the k box in Greenbox at 10am. But, Keen Zai was not there yet. Then, I spotted Keeen Zai's car, so we quickly walked to the car. I remembered HuiShin went to the front seat, while YanPing and I went to the back right and left seat respectively. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. But then he unlocked it, so I could open. Then, only I realised that, the driver was not Keen Zai, but a lady!! My gosh! I quickly said sorry, closed the door, and ran away. Then we laughed, and laughed, and laughed. HuiShin even knocked on the window, trying to ask to unlock the door. The worst thing was, the lady didn't drive away. We had to hide behind the wall, because it was so embarrasing! I wonder why the lady opened the door, and what would she think about 3 little girl...
Luckiest Day
Date : 29 May 2009
Location : Damansara
I was on my way to HELP university College to meet up my friends. While I was waiting for U82 rapid KL, a lady gave me a rapid ticket for free!! Wow! That made me having two free rides on rapid that day. So , I was thinking, maybe next time, if I have the chance again, I can give my ticket to another person who needs it. And I've learnt a lesson, those that we don't want, might be very important for the others. Plus, that day, I didn't need to wait very long for any public transport! So good!! Forgot to add this first time. Now, editing it. That day, after the gathering, I had to take the rapid from the bus stop near the KPD, and to reach KPD, I need to take HELP's bus. So, I'd decided to take a risk, which was to take a free ride in HELP's bus without a student ID of HELP. haha!! My heart was so beating so fast, thinking what if they check and found I was actually not a student of HELP, what should I answer and what would happen to me...but luckily, after all the heart beating, I reached KPD safely!!! ahaha..phew!!! So exciting!!
Funniest Day
Date: 30 May 2009(my mum's birthday, by the way)
Location: My room
I was dreaming. In my dream, I was a story teller. And the story was about a fight between a teacher and a student for a girl. I must said that I was excited in my dream, especially the peak of the story. So, I shouted it out loud, in real life, "My friends, let's go!" haha!!! After years I didn't talk in my dreams, my mum just happened to be there while I yelled. hahaha!!!
By the way, happy birthday, mum!!
Date: 23 May 2009
Location: Terminal 1, Seremban
Characters: HuiShin, YanPing, Me
We reached Terminal 1 at about 10am, waiting for Keen Zai to pick us up to Jusco, as we booked the k box in Greenbox at 10am. But, Keen Zai was not there yet. Then, I spotted Keeen Zai's car, so we quickly walked to the car. I remembered HuiShin went to the front seat, while YanPing and I went to the back right and left seat respectively. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. But then he unlocked it, so I could open. Then, only I realised that, the driver was not Keen Zai, but a lady!! My gosh! I quickly said sorry, closed the door, and ran away. Then we laughed, and laughed, and laughed. HuiShin even knocked on the window, trying to ask to unlock the door. The worst thing was, the lady didn't drive away. We had to hide behind the wall, because it was so embarrasing! I wonder why the lady opened the door, and what would she think about 3 little girl...
Luckiest Day
Date : 29 May 2009
Location : Damansara
I was on my way to HELP university College to meet up my friends. While I was waiting for U82 rapid KL, a lady gave me a rapid ticket for free!! Wow! That made me having two free rides on rapid that day. So , I was thinking, maybe next time, if I have the chance again, I can give my ticket to another person who needs it. And I've learnt a lesson, those that we don't want, might be very important for the others. Plus, that day, I didn't need to wait very long for any public transport! So good!! Forgot to add this first time. Now, editing it. That day, after the gathering, I had to take the rapid from the bus stop near the KPD, and to reach KPD, I need to take HELP's bus. So, I'd decided to take a risk, which was to take a free ride in HELP's bus without a student ID of HELP. haha!! My heart was so beating so fast, thinking what if they check and found I was actually not a student of HELP, what should I answer and what would happen to me...but luckily, after all the heart beating, I reached KPD safely!!! ahaha..phew!!! So exciting!!
Funniest Day
Date: 30 May 2009(my mum's birthday, by the way)
Location: My room
I was dreaming. In my dream, I was a story teller. And the story was about a fight between a teacher and a student for a girl. I must said that I was excited in my dream, especially the peak of the story. So, I shouted it out loud, in real life, "My friends, let's go!" haha!!! After years I didn't talk in my dreams, my mum just happened to be there while I yelled. hahaha!!!
By the way, happy birthday, mum!!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
心跳(Heartbeat)-Wang Lee Hom
This is the 2nd song...enjoy!
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
Wanna fight with me, I'm not that bored
Don't know how to apologize, I'm not that smart
Really wanna go back to our original point
You're crying again, I can't comfort you
I'm shaking my head again, has a little bit regret
Progression of love makes it hard to turn back , but can't move on anymore
I can't control myself anymore for what is in my chest now
How many problems can two hearts solve?
How many tears have love made us shed?
Your eyes are so beautiful, taking away my heartbeat
With your gentle, you take away my heartbeat
Rewind the time to the beginning, can you please give me one second?
Waiting for the day when you would remember
The happiness that's embedding within your memories
Wanna fight with me, I'm not that bored
Don't know how to apologize, I'm not that smart
Really wanna go back to our original point
You're crying again, I can't comfort you
I'm shaking my head again, has a little bit regret
Progression of love makes it hard to turn back , but can't move on anymore
I can't control myself anymore for what is in my chest now
How many problems can two hearts solve?
How many tears have love made us shed?
Your eyes are so beautiful, taking away my heartbeat
With your gentle, you take away my heartbeat
Rewind the time to the beginning, can you please give me one second?
Waiting for the day when you would remember
The happiness that's embedding within your memories
Your eyes are so beautiful, taking away my heartbeat
With your gentle, you take away my heartbeat
Rewind the time to the beginning, can you please give me one second?
Waiting for the day when you would remember
The happiness that's embedding within your memories
P/S: Correct me too, if my translation is incorrect. Thanks!
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
Wanna fight with me, I'm not that bored
Don't know how to apologize, I'm not that smart
Really wanna go back to our original point
You're crying again, I can't comfort you
I'm shaking my head again, has a little bit regret
Progression of love makes it hard to turn back , but can't move on anymore
I can't control myself anymore for what is in my chest now
How many problems can two hearts solve?
How many tears have love made us shed?
Your eyes are so beautiful, taking away my heartbeat
With your gentle, you take away my heartbeat
Rewind the time to the beginning, can you please give me one second?
Waiting for the day when you would remember
The happiness that's embedding within your memories
Wanna fight with me, I'm not that bored
Don't know how to apologize, I'm not that smart
Really wanna go back to our original point
You're crying again, I can't comfort you
I'm shaking my head again, has a little bit regret
Progression of love makes it hard to turn back , but can't move on anymore
I can't control myself anymore for what is in my chest now
How many problems can two hearts solve?
How many tears have love made us shed?
Your eyes are so beautiful, taking away my heartbeat
With your gentle, you take away my heartbeat
Rewind the time to the beginning, can you please give me one second?
Waiting for the day when you would remember
The happiness that's embedding within your memories
Your eyes are so beautiful, taking away my heartbeat
With your gentle, you take away my heartbeat
Rewind the time to the beginning, can you please give me one second?
Waiting for the day when you would remember
The happiness that's embedding within your memories
P/S: Correct me too, if my translation is incorrect. Thanks!
属于(Belongs to)Fish leong
Lemme introduce you a Chinese song that has my heart crying...:P
I've decided upon my decisions
Those dreams that belong to my tomorrows
I believe in my believes
Those i every ounce of sadness that belong to us
We have to forget
Those sparks in our love
We have to work on it together again
Those endings that belong to my yesterdays
I've decided upon my decisions
Those dreams that belong to my tomorrows
I believe in my believes
Those every ounce of sadness that belong to us
We have to forget
Those sparks in our love
We still have to work on it together
P/S: Please correct me if my translation is incorrect. Thanks!
Is it worth it, for what I'm being persistent?
Is it true, for what I'm believing in?
Will I dare to have it, if I dare to pursue it?
And what if, I don't want it, just let it be?
Maybe, maybe I'll never meet him
Maybe, maybe I'm too naive
Those endings that belong to my yesterdays
I've decided upon my decisions
Those dreams that belong to my tomorrows
I believe in my believes
Those every ounce of sadness that belong to us
We have to forget
Those sparks in our love
We have to work on it together again
Those belong to the wind, please be soaring
Those belong to the sea, please be rising
Those belong to our love, those that should come, please come
Why are we not brave, why we don't want?
Its him, its him in my destiny
Its him, only to find that he's here
I've decided upon my decisions
Those dreams that belong to my tomorrows
I believe in my believes
Those i every ounce of sadness that belong to us
We have to forget
Those sparks in our love
We have to work on it together again
Those endings that belong to my yesterdays
I've decided upon my decisions
Those dreams that belong to my tomorrows
I believe in my believes
Those every ounce of sadness that belong to us
We have to forget
Those sparks in our love
We still have to work on it together
P/S: Please correct me if my translation is incorrect. Thanks!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Things to Do
I'll depart to France next time. Time flies, and now, I have to appreciate every moment with my family and friends. But, I have a lot of things to do, and this is my list:
These are all that I can think about right now. Most of it take a long time, hopefully I can get them all done by this friday...and enjoy the time
- Pack my things to bring over to France. Of course
- To get a treatment for my hair. Its essential, since I'm not sure how much will it cost in a saloon over there.
- Go to school and say goodbye to my teachers.
- Go to Agro Bank to close my account.
- Tidy up my bedroom. Give a nice place for my bearbear on my bed
- Download movies, songs, series as much as I can as I'm not sure if I can download illegally over there.
- Work on my blog. Plan so many things to write. Like play a song, record it and post it. Like share my recently favorite songs.
- To meet some of my friends for the last time, if I still have the chance.
- Get a nail cut for my fingers and toes.
- Learn to cook. Cause I need to cook over there. But lazy to learn la...
These are all that I can think about right now. Most of it take a long time, hopefully I can get them all done by this friday...and enjoy the time
Monday, May 4, 2009
Telling people, convincing myself...
You're meant to be who you are, so don't change yourself to become somebody else, just stay the same.
Every challanges that you face in life, is a process of growing up to become a better person than yesterday.
Never be too ego, nor too humble, a moderate person will always win.
Life's a journey, and it will only stop when we release our last breath.
People judge you from the very 1st day they know you.
Be yourself, take off the masks and expose the true hidden side of yourself beneath the disguision.
Nothing is nore important than a true relationship in this life.
A true friend will be there for you, will hold on your hand tight when you fall, listen to you when you're down.
The first person that comes across in your mind when you need a listener, is the best of your friends. Treat he/she well, like the way he/she treats you.
Every challanges that you face in life, is a process of growing up to become a better person than yesterday.
Never be too ego, nor too humble, a moderate person will always win.
Life's a journey, and it will only stop when we release our last breath.
People judge you from the very 1st day they know you.
Be yourself, take off the masks and expose the true hidden side of yourself beneath the disguision.
Nothing is nore important than a true relationship in this life.
A true friend will be there for you, will hold on your hand tight when you fall, listen to you when you're down.
The first person that comes across in your mind when you need a listener, is the best of your friends. Treat he/she well, like the way he/she treats you.
People climb up high to reach the peak of their lifes. People fall after the peak, and continue seeking another peek. So what bad things happen now?
Close your eyes, put your hands in front of your shoulder, make a wish, say it loud in your heart, give a smile on your face. Open your eyes, believe it will come true, face the world again with dignity.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Deep From The Heart Core
I hate separation.
I don't understand why living in this world, why we have to separate??
Why we have to learn to separate??
Why we just can't stick together forever??
Why there's no eternity??
Even the sun that seems like always be there everyday, it will explode and disappear one day.
When I was young, the 1st separation I that felt pain was when my grandmother passed away. I still remember everyone was sad, some were crying, nobody was laughing; I still remember my grandfather was sitting at the darkest corner, eyes looking down.
Later, I made friends in kindergarten, but I didn't feel anything when we were about to separate to study in different primary schools. In fact, I felt happy because finally I was growing up. That's the only wish when I was young, to grow up. I believe every children has the same wish too. And I understand now why I wasn't sad, I think it was because when we were young, everything that mattered was our family, besides that, nothing else seems like ours.
But after my sis studied in KL, she would only be at home during weekend. I felt empty when I was sleeping alone on a double bed. I felt that something was away from my life. Worst when she flew to UK. I still remember the conversation between us days before she went.
"Will you cry in the airport?? I think I will." sis said
" I won't. And I know you won't too." I said
We didn't cry, at least the tears didn't roll out in the airport. But after that, i was crying like hell inside my blanket after I reached home. I just hate separation!
In Form 5, I knew that we were about to separate. It would be hard for us to study together anymore. So, I made myself to prepare for that day since April or even earlier. I've tried to appreciate every moment I had with my friends, tried not to miss a single gathering. So, when the day came, even I was sad, but still I managed to control my feelings better than I thought. What a shame if I couldn't after months of preparation for that.
Another thing that I don't like is a totally new environment, make new friends without any old friends beside you to go through together.
It's not that I don't wanna make new friends, but I don't know how to socialize. Especially when those new friends are so important in your new life.
In NS for 3 months, I knew a lot of friends. That's true. But, I think I was closer to only some of them, and it actually quite hard to fit in when they were with other gang. I didn't know why, maybe we didn't have the same frequency. Anyway, I just wished I could get out from there asap. Except for the last day, there was a thought flashed through in my mind that I wished the time would go slower. Just a while, though.
Then I had my college life in HELP. Same thing happened. I was afraid to that totally new environment and faces. For the 1st week, I didn't feel that I belonged to there. I tried to recall the feelings I had on my first day in kindergarten, primary or even secondary. But, I forgot. I think maybe I was still young at that time. I didn't aware of the new environment. Or maybe, I didn't think too much. Pisces always think too much. But luckily for me, I found myself in HELP. I started to get along with things and friends around me. And I had a great time with all of them.
And now, I miss HELP so much, especially the people there.
But just 1 month, a call has changed my life, again. Thought I could settle down in HELP, but not anymore. I had to start all over again in INTEC. Again, I had the same feelings like my first week in HELP. I went to INTEC 2 days already. Maybe we all were just get to know each other, maybe the rules and regulations in INTEC were killing me, maybe I miss HELP, I felt like I was not happy there and doubted if I could even continue my life journey with them.
Maybe I'm too negative, maybe I think too much. But, I just can't help it. This thought has torturing my mind for days. I don't know who to share with, but write it down in my blog, hoping someone out there can give me some support. I'm not a strong person. I'm not a happy-go-lucky type of person. I laugh with you. I can be 38 or crazy with you. But you will never know what I do when I am alone.
Now, there's another important stage in my life. I have a very important interview next Tuesday. If I pass, then I'll fly over to FRANCE in 31th May. But if I fail, will never know what's ahead.
But there's a problem. I wonder if I really wanna go to FRANCE. So far away from Malaysia, where my sweet home is, where my friends are, where I grow up. It's always been my dream to study overseas. But when the chance's here, I doubt.
I know I should try my very best for that interview. Because if I don't do so, my parents who have sacrificed their time to prepare everything for me, who have put their high hope on me, will feel disappoint. And there's no turning back for me, as I've withdrew from HELP.
But, honestly, I chose FRANCE when I applied JPA was because my mum asked me to. That time, I din't think so much. I knew I had to learn another language, so?? Even when my parents tried to change the country for me after JPA interview, I reassured them that I don't mind. Even when my mum said she didn't want me to regret and blamed her for asking me to choose FRANCE later, I said I won't. When I was convincing others that it's ok for me to go FRANCE, I was actually convincing myself too.
But now, I'm not so sure anymore.
Looking at the FRENCH, I was like "wth". I don't really like languages, even Chinese, English or Malay, the languages that I've learnt since young. That's why I scared languages the most in SPM. (giggle). I doubt if I can study well on something that I don't really feel interesting. Worse if I can't catch up the syllabus in engineering in FRANCE. What is so wrong to use English, French people?? Anyway, it's too early for me to say so as I haven't even start my FRENCH class now.
Besides, 7 years in FRANCE?? I wonder if I have that strong will. Living in KL, for the past 1 month, I already felt sad to leave my home and my lovely room. Now, there's a question in my mind, "Why I didn't just choose engineering but FRANCE engineering??"
Ok! Maybe I've judged everything too early. I just went there 2 days, just knew them for 2 days. I needed a week in HELP, so...I think too much.
But with everything in my mind now, how can I prepare my interview well.
What if I fail?? I can't go back to HELP, after what happened in the office that day. I don't want to go matrix. Then??
Oh gosh! Hope somebody will pop out and say," Hey, you silly girl! What a shame you have thoughts like that!" Or something like that.
I don't understand why living in this world, why we have to separate??
Why we have to learn to separate??
Why we just can't stick together forever??
Why there's no eternity??
Even the sun that seems like always be there everyday, it will explode and disappear one day.
When I was young, the 1st separation I that felt pain was when my grandmother passed away. I still remember everyone was sad, some were crying, nobody was laughing; I still remember my grandfather was sitting at the darkest corner, eyes looking down.
Later, I made friends in kindergarten, but I didn't feel anything when we were about to separate to study in different primary schools. In fact, I felt happy because finally I was growing up. That's the only wish when I was young, to grow up. I believe every children has the same wish too. And I understand now why I wasn't sad, I think it was because when we were young, everything that mattered was our family, besides that, nothing else seems like ours.
But after my sis studied in KL, she would only be at home during weekend. I felt empty when I was sleeping alone on a double bed. I felt that something was away from my life. Worst when she flew to UK. I still remember the conversation between us days before she went.
"Will you cry in the airport?? I think I will." sis said
" I won't. And I know you won't too." I said
We didn't cry, at least the tears didn't roll out in the airport. But after that, i was crying like hell inside my blanket after I reached home. I just hate separation!
In Form 5, I knew that we were about to separate. It would be hard for us to study together anymore. So, I made myself to prepare for that day since April or even earlier. I've tried to appreciate every moment I had with my friends, tried not to miss a single gathering. So, when the day came, even I was sad, but still I managed to control my feelings better than I thought. What a shame if I couldn't after months of preparation for that.
Another thing that I don't like is a totally new environment, make new friends without any old friends beside you to go through together.
It's not that I don't wanna make new friends, but I don't know how to socialize. Especially when those new friends are so important in your new life.
In NS for 3 months, I knew a lot of friends. That's true. But, I think I was closer to only some of them, and it actually quite hard to fit in when they were with other gang. I didn't know why, maybe we didn't have the same frequency. Anyway, I just wished I could get out from there asap. Except for the last day, there was a thought flashed through in my mind that I wished the time would go slower. Just a while, though.
Then I had my college life in HELP. Same thing happened. I was afraid to that totally new environment and faces. For the 1st week, I didn't feel that I belonged to there. I tried to recall the feelings I had on my first day in kindergarten, primary or even secondary. But, I forgot. I think maybe I was still young at that time. I didn't aware of the new environment. Or maybe, I didn't think too much. Pisces always think too much. But luckily for me, I found myself in HELP. I started to get along with things and friends around me. And I had a great time with all of them.
And now, I miss HELP so much, especially the people there.
But just 1 month, a call has changed my life, again. Thought I could settle down in HELP, but not anymore. I had to start all over again in INTEC. Again, I had the same feelings like my first week in HELP. I went to INTEC 2 days already. Maybe we all were just get to know each other, maybe the rules and regulations in INTEC were killing me, maybe I miss HELP, I felt like I was not happy there and doubted if I could even continue my life journey with them.
Maybe I'm too negative, maybe I think too much. But, I just can't help it. This thought has torturing my mind for days. I don't know who to share with, but write it down in my blog, hoping someone out there can give me some support. I'm not a strong person. I'm not a happy-go-lucky type of person. I laugh with you. I can be 38 or crazy with you. But you will never know what I do when I am alone.
Now, there's another important stage in my life. I have a very important interview next Tuesday. If I pass, then I'll fly over to FRANCE in 31th May. But if I fail, will never know what's ahead.
But there's a problem. I wonder if I really wanna go to FRANCE. So far away from Malaysia, where my sweet home is, where my friends are, where I grow up. It's always been my dream to study overseas. But when the chance's here, I doubt.
I know I should try my very best for that interview. Because if I don't do so, my parents who have sacrificed their time to prepare everything for me, who have put their high hope on me, will feel disappoint. And there's no turning back for me, as I've withdrew from HELP.
But, honestly, I chose FRANCE when I applied JPA was because my mum asked me to. That time, I din't think so much. I knew I had to learn another language, so?? Even when my parents tried to change the country for me after JPA interview, I reassured them that I don't mind. Even when my mum said she didn't want me to regret and blamed her for asking me to choose FRANCE later, I said I won't. When I was convincing others that it's ok for me to go FRANCE, I was actually convincing myself too.
But now, I'm not so sure anymore.
Looking at the FRENCH, I was like "wth". I don't really like languages, even Chinese, English or Malay, the languages that I've learnt since young. That's why I scared languages the most in SPM. (giggle). I doubt if I can study well on something that I don't really feel interesting. Worse if I can't catch up the syllabus in engineering in FRANCE. What is so wrong to use English, French people?? Anyway, it's too early for me to say so as I haven't even start my FRENCH class now.
Besides, 7 years in FRANCE?? I wonder if I have that strong will. Living in KL, for the past 1 month, I already felt sad to leave my home and my lovely room. Now, there's a question in my mind, "Why I didn't just choose engineering but FRANCE engineering??"
Ok! Maybe I've judged everything too early. I just went there 2 days, just knew them for 2 days. I needed a week in HELP, so...I think too much.
But with everything in my mind now, how can I prepare my interview well.
What if I fail?? I can't go back to HELP, after what happened in the office that day. I don't want to go matrix. Then??
Oh gosh! Hope somebody will pop out and say," Hey, you silly girl! What a shame you have thoughts like that!" Or something like that.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Phobist
My memories begin when
Case 1
Age : 7
Venue :SJK (c) Chung Hwa PD
Description :
Medical team from Klinik Port Dickson came over. Gave vaccination for us. When I looked at the needle pinched into my flesh, I was like...forgot..Later, I walked back to my place, feeling dizzy. Told the nurse. Fainted. When I woke up, I was under the table. Puzzled. Crying. Placed on a table. People was busy calming me down.
Case 2
Age : undetectable
Venue : Klinik Pantai Port Dickson
Description:
First booster for my vaccine of Hepatitis B due to my low antibiotic level. Crying, starred by the people in that clinic. Feeling dizzy. Dragged to the car. Can't move my left hand.
Same condition for the next 2 boosters in next 4 years.
Case 3
Age : 14
Venue :STPD
Description:
Kind medical team came to school, again. Scared. Worried. But, managed to control myself. Smooth and calm throughout the process.
Case 4
Age :15
Venue :Klinik Port Dickson
Description:
Went to a dental check. Had to pluck all my milk teeth. Reason why I took so long till 15 to pluck them was, I scared dentist. They are just, scary. Held tight on the chair and mum's hand. Tears were rolling. Laughed by the nurses. Who cared?? I was terrified.
Case 5
Age :17
Venue :STPD
Description:
There was a blood donation going on in our school. Looking forward to it, even though I was scared. Waited so long, finally it was my turn. Held tight on Syquina's hand, didn't dare to look at it. The needle was SO BIG! Later, I was being playful. Failed to donate. Nurse changed the position of the needle, IN MY FLESH! No one was around that time, except him, coz had class. Poor me! Cried again. Laughed by Rasyidah. Situation was funny.
Case 6
Age :17
Venue :Klinik Port Dickson
Description :
Had to do medical checkup for National Service. Sent to the dental department. Thinking of the dentist would pluck my teeth or do something scary on them as I was walking to there. At the end, the nurse just signed, and I was released! Damn relieved!!
Case 7
Age :18
Venue :Mawar Hospital, Seremban
Description:
Had to do medical checkup for JPA. Had a blood test to do. Doctor was trying to look for my vein. Hard to get it. Looked at it when he was injecting that needle. Left hand was trying to push that needle away from the doctor's hand, managed to control. Sadly, the blood refused to flow out. Was so tensed up, till I felt dizzy when he was trying on my left arm. Couldn't handle anymore. Brought me to drink, but couldn't walk. Dad bought a MILO. Tears started to roll. Another doctor came. She was so kind. I'll always remember her words, "It's ok to cry when you're tensed up. Crying doesn't show that we are weak, but we have emotions." Braver when she tried to collect my blood again near my left wrist. It was slow, though. Slow-movement-blood of mine.
Case 8
Age :18
Venue : Columbia Hospital, Seremban
Description :
Continuation from JPA medical checkup. Injected a medicine on my left arm for Tuberculosis checking. Told myself not to look at it. It wasn't pain.(Actually, the injections were not pain, just that, I'm scared) Was ok then.
For those who don't understand
When I feel dizzy, my head starts to feel heavy. Body feels cool and lips are dry. Later, if I still don't take any actions, my vision is actually blur. Some "puzzles" are covering it. (I called them as "puzzles" because they looked like the puzzles that are still undone). At this moment, I feel like wanna hit my head. If I walk, I really cannot put all my energy, sometimes, situation will become worse. If I put my head down(like laying my head on a table), instead of letting it to be straight, I can actually just faint.
I don't understand why I'm so frightened about injections, plucking teeth and all the things that have to do with medical and pains on my body.
haih...
Case 1
Age : 7
Venue :SJK (c) Chung Hwa PD
Description :
Medical team from Klinik Port Dickson came over. Gave vaccination for us. When I looked at the needle pinched into my flesh, I was like...forgot..Later, I walked back to my place, feeling dizzy. Told the nurse. Fainted. When I woke up, I was under the table. Puzzled. Crying. Placed on a table. People was busy calming me down.
Case 2
Age : undetectable
Venue : Klinik Pantai Port Dickson
Description:
First booster for my vaccine of Hepatitis B due to my low antibiotic level. Crying, starred by the people in that clinic. Feeling dizzy. Dragged to the car. Can't move my left hand.
Same condition for the next 2 boosters in next 4 years.
Case 3
Age : 14
Venue :STPD
Description:
Kind medical team came to school, again. Scared. Worried. But, managed to control myself. Smooth and calm throughout the process.
Case 4
Age :15
Venue :Klinik Port Dickson
Description:
Went to a dental check. Had to pluck all my milk teeth. Reason why I took so long till 15 to pluck them was, I scared dentist. They are just, scary. Held tight on the chair and mum's hand. Tears were rolling. Laughed by the nurses. Who cared?? I was terrified.
Case 5
Age :17
Venue :STPD
Description:
There was a blood donation going on in our school. Looking forward to it, even though I was scared. Waited so long, finally it was my turn. Held tight on Syquina's hand, didn't dare to look at it. The needle was SO BIG! Later, I was being playful. Failed to donate. Nurse changed the position of the needle, IN MY FLESH! No one was around that time, except him, coz had class. Poor me! Cried again. Laughed by Rasyidah. Situation was funny.
Case 6
Age :17
Venue :Klinik Port Dickson
Description :
Had to do medical checkup for National Service. Sent to the dental department. Thinking of the dentist would pluck my teeth or do something scary on them as I was walking to there. At the end, the nurse just signed, and I was released! Damn relieved!!
Case 7
Age :18
Venue :Mawar Hospital, Seremban
Description:
Had to do medical checkup for JPA. Had a blood test to do. Doctor was trying to look for my vein. Hard to get it. Looked at it when he was injecting that needle. Left hand was trying to push that needle away from the doctor's hand, managed to control. Sadly, the blood refused to flow out. Was so tensed up, till I felt dizzy when he was trying on my left arm. Couldn't handle anymore. Brought me to drink, but couldn't walk. Dad bought a MILO. Tears started to roll. Another doctor came. She was so kind. I'll always remember her words, "It's ok to cry when you're tensed up. Crying doesn't show that we are weak, but we have emotions." Braver when she tried to collect my blood again near my left wrist. It was slow, though. Slow-movement-blood of mine.
Case 8
Age :18
Venue : Columbia Hospital, Seremban
Description :
Continuation from JPA medical checkup. Injected a medicine on my left arm for Tuberculosis checking. Told myself not to look at it. It wasn't pain.(Actually, the injections were not pain, just that, I'm scared) Was ok then.
For those who don't understand
When I feel dizzy, my head starts to feel heavy. Body feels cool and lips are dry. Later, if I still don't take any actions, my vision is actually blur. Some "puzzles" are covering it. (I called them as "puzzles" because they looked like the puzzles that are still undone). At this moment, I feel like wanna hit my head. If I walk, I really cannot put all my energy, sometimes, situation will become worse. If I put my head down(like laying my head on a table), instead of letting it to be straight, I can actually just faint.
I don't understand why I'm so frightened about injections, plucking teeth and all the things that have to do with medical and pains on my body.
haih...
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
OMG
GOSH!!
You know what??
I just received a call telling me that I got JPA
To France!!
Can you believe that??!!
OH MY GOD!!
You know what??
I just received a call telling me that I got JPA
To France!!
Can you believe that??!!
OH MY GOD!!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
My 17 Years
1991
I love you guys!!
- forced to come to this world on 24th Feb
- learned to walk
- had my first bearbear, XiuXiu
- had a mini car to bang everywhere in my house
- had a 4-wheels mini bicycle, cycled in my house garden
- had my 1st day in kindergarten, near Jalan Lama
- hung out most of my time in my aunt's house with my cousin brother
- always lost to him in playing clay
- took 2 cats from outside into my aunt's house and got scolded
- changed to another kindergarten
- had tuition in my own house, taught by my mum
- sis and bro made my wore"zhi ku", looked like mini Aladdin
- had my last year of kindergarten in Mrs Rozario
- met Chuiping, but we didn't talk much, because she didn't know Chinese that time and my English wasn't good
- get scolded by Mrs Rozario because talked too much, didn't tell dad and mum, but actually they knew(years later only I know they knew)
- had my very 1st piano lesson
- had my first day in SJK (C) Chung Hwa PD
- suddenly became the class monitor with YuanZhen
- tried out some competitions, didn't know why, teacher asked me to do so, so I followed
- fought with Liesiah all the time, it was so childish
- changed piano teacher to Miss Heng
- had an injection in school, fainted. Phobia since then.
- had a very good friend called SiewHui
- cried when teacher tried to separate us, at last, teacher didn't change our places
- always played snake puzzle with YuinXing under the desk
- became a prefect with most of my friends
- played together when on duty
- didn't understand why we(3P) always fought with 3M
- represented the school for a singing competition but lost, phobia to stand on stage to sing since then, but now I''m recovered
- won a bicycle in a Maths competition, bro taught me to cycle
- sis helped in an Art homework. That piece of art ended up hanging in the class with honored, with my name on it
- had PTS, but failed
- fought with Liesiah again, this time, our class teacher,Pn Wong interuppted
- less talking between us since then
- started to hang out in friends' house
- HuiXian from Sarawak joined us, now she's in Singapore
- started to take part in public speaking competitions and loved it
- last year in primary, had my UPSR
- played a lot when duty, but teacher never cared
- hung out in a small garden, we called it as "The Place"
- got closer with HuiShin, talked alot, always got scolded(she, not me)
- sis went to study in KL, less pillow talking
- first day in STPD
- separated with some of my friends, sad
- knew many new friends, happy
- my ears were pain when the teachers were talking in English and BM
- was ok later
- suddenly became a prefect
- sat with Yenleen, last row
- got closer with Yanping, didn't remember why
- she scared me in class, and I yelled, so xiasui
- slept in class for the very 1st time
- first lesson for my Chinese flute
- involved back in public speaking competitions after 1 year
- had my PMR
- sat with BoonChin, she is now in Seremban 2
- got closer with Chuiping, talked a lot in tuition, got scolded every time(she, not me)haha
- and Yenleen too, poor girls~~
- HuiShin joined us again
- had a surprise party for my birthday in school
- stopped my Chinese flute lesson. Grade 2 only.
- learned my Pre-Diploma for piano in Rasah Jaya. Travelling every sat. Tired.
- Chuiping went to Italy for student exchange program
- only plucked all my milk teeth because too afraid of the horrible dentist
- had a cat, but died after a few months
- learned to swim, but still not very good
- Chuiping came back
- sis went to UK, leaving me with my bearbears in a small room. No more pillow talking.
- got myself involved in cocuricular activities, to search happiness, and marks
- had a great time with my friends in school, in tuitions, and hung out alot
- became a Young Journalist for Sin Chew Jit Poh, but not a good member
- loved St John Ambulance and Chinese Society
- stopped my piano lesson after I failed in my Pre-Diploma. Grade 8 only, in the end.
- got closer with Syquina, sat together with her and Yenleen in tuitions
- suddenly almost half of the class became prefect
- same group with YiRu in prefect. She was the faci while I was the leader. Damn happy.(Later only I know, Syquina did something with it)
- Angie appeared in my life.
- last year in STPD, had my SPM
- got closer with Rafidah, always find her and talk
- each 5A10 students became very close to each other.
- Alvin, Rf, Sy, Zy, In, Syafiq, MingXiao, Yl, Me, Lydia, Devina, Chuiping ,Zeeyee, Zi, Lim, Jeff, YuanZhen, Joanne, Aneshaa, Zinmin, Zheyuan, Szeling, ChianRou, Ava, Huayung, Yibei, Ck, Shine, HwaJun, WeiSheng, HuiShin, Sukee, Yanping, Laiyee, Caoyuan, Huaishin
- had my birthday party on the beach near Seaview
- got my driving license, 1st dream came true(to get a driving license before SPM was my dream since I was small)
- was busy studying at the end of year, lotza exams and test
- still had a great time ever
- 1st blood donation in my life. Scary but exciting. Failed to donate because I laughed too much.
- being informed with the word "Tahniah" that I was selected for NS
- Zyrith cried for that as she got congratulated too!
- had a trip with fellow friends to Genting,Sunway and Penang
- trapped in Kem De'Bana for NS, till my 18th year
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