自己一向来都有一个毛病，就是不会把自己的想法好好地说出来，不会好好地解释，就容易莫名其妙的被误会，但有时候还不解释！主要是因为不确定别人是否会在乎我的解释，不确定自己对别人来说是否有一定的重要性，也因为我心中希望 “你懂我的。虽然你口中是这么说，但你心中是懂我的。” 但说实话，这种事情发生的可能性，少之又少。。 还是找机会替自己解释吧。。

有时候做一些决定，虽然是会伤害人，但是如果不做，会让人家伤得更深，惨的是，只有自己知道。。


没想到会和王力宏有共鸣，呵呵！

Recently, I overindulge myself, keep letting myself to sink into unnecessary thoughts and inexplicable sentiments while I've lots of other much more important stuffs to do, like my exams. I couldn't concentrate on my studies and my mind keeps flying everywhere but into my notes. Today, I passed an exam, and it was not satisfying. Next week, I have another one to go, yet, I haven't start revising, and in the class, I didn't understand much, and remembered even lesser. Today, I had my lesson, yet, the heart-break-feeling after a badly done exam is no more with me. Is it because I care less about my studies or I'm used to it or I've learnt to let go? 

After a very short break later, I'll have my exam week. A part of me wishes that everything will come faster so end sooner, but another part of me wishes otherwise. I am not yet ready for the exams! Besides, when the exams end, it means that I'll be leaving this city, my fellow classmates and my dear friends. I feel sad even when I'm just thinking about that, haih, still haven't master the skill despite of numerous experiences. But, it's ok, time heals, and memories keep me warm and make me smile. :)

Alright, I should go back on my studies. I need no more lessons!