Last Day Before PLKN

I love you, my dad!

I love you, my mum!

I love you, my bro!

I love you, my sis!

I love you, my dear!

I love you, my friends!

I love you, my bearbear!

I love you, little Angie!

I know I won't be alone, cause I'll have you in my heart!!
Please remember to take care yourself, and I'll take care myself too.

Merry Christmas!!

Christmas is here, and New Year is near. People will start receive messages that sounds like more to trick you than to wish you. I've received some those kind of messages. One example sounds like this:

I've received this message 4 times. It might consider better than some people who can receive more than that.

First, does it mean that I have to forward this to 40 people?? so that my 2009 won't be the worst year??

Second, I suddenly realized that I've at least 4 people who treat me as their one of the 10 best friends. So, BEST friend can up to 10.

Third, the people who forward this is more worried about themselves than about their so-called best friends have enough credits to forward it to 10 so-called best friends.

I might sound too serious about it. :P
What I wanna say is, forward better message la...
Cheer!!

Falling in love~~

"When I close my eyes, all I see is you..."

"I always miss you, even when I'm looking at you..."

"When you're not by my side, one part of me is lost..."

"When you're by my side, every part of me is yours..."

"Always want to protect you, but you always give me more..."

"When I'm missing you, I wonder if you're thinking of me too..."

"I always wonder if you feel about me like the way I feel about you..."

"Even though I really want to go near you, but sometimes I'll pretend that I don't see you..."

"That's when the world stop spinning, when our eyes meet, when you hold me hand..."

"Glad that you'll observe me, and you might not know that I know you're watching..."

"For me, a promise to you, is like an oath, always stick with it..."

"Always want to share things with you, but when the chances come, I forget about it, but you..."

"Try hard to make you smile, but you're the one who always make me smirk..."

"You're the one who give me happiness, but you're the one who hurt me at the first place..."

"Never angry with you, but worried about you when I can't reach you..."

"Want to know everything about you, want to tell everything about me..."

"My heart is always be with you, no matter where you go..."

"Sometimes, just hope that you will know my feelings, and I can know yours too..."

That's when you fall in love...

Origin: GOS

Chinese Festivals

Today is Dong Zhi, a day with the shortest daylight in a year. Today, Chinese should be together with their family and eat tang yuan. As for myself, I don't really like to eat tang yuan, plus my parents are not at home now, so this year's Dong Zhi...but I ate in my aunt's house, its not that bad after all... Tang Yuan

I love Mooncake Festival, because I love mooncake!! Damn delicious. And I love to play tanglung, not really play, but just decorate my house with tanglungs. My last Mooncake Festival celebrated with my sis was 2 years back, I still remember that was the last day of my PMR. So long ago...miss that moment...Traditional Mooncake


Snow Skin Mooncake(my favourite)



Jelly Mooncake

Next year 26th Jan will be the Chinese New Year, and the only moment I'll be free from NS. Absolutely looking forward to it, and my angpau!! ahaha

The Intro...

Music In Me
Welcome to My Black Parade
Its a rock song, no doubt. But, with the piano(which is commonly known as perfect instrument to play sentimental songs) to play the intro, it gives a tender side of the song. Plus, its too significant, as once the first note is played, no one will doubt that it's My Chemical Romance's Welcome to my black parade.

Right Here Waiting
A love song, which has touched the hearts of thousands people. And that's why, it is now still listen by the teenagers nowadays. Again, i would say that the piano, as the main instrument has contributed for the touching melody throughout the song.

I Hate This Part
Just a few notes, it has created another significant intro for this song, simple and nice. The intro has attracted me to listen to this song, as I don't really like The Pussycat Dolls. And for this song, I just like the intro, which sometimes is replayed as background melody throughout the song. Somehow, the tunes are peaceful for me.

Wait For You
Some said the intro is almost same as Never Have A Dream Come True. I agreed with that too. However, I choose this piece instead of the latter, it's because I was influenced by the touching lyric, which pictures an unconditional love, and the will to sacrifice for the loved one.

You're Beautiful
I guess everyone recognized this intro too. A piece of song that on top of almost every charts in the year of 2005. But it's weird as I only like this song this year, in a sudden. Guitar, another instrument that is widely used, simple and amazing, suits for most kind of songs.

There are lots of songs that I think the intro is as good as those.

Oh yea, I feel like wanna talk about Love In This Club. It's not about the intro now, but a part in the middle of the song, where the piano is played "downstream". Try to listen to it.

Cutie Angie n NG

Long time didn't train her...scared she can't follow the instructions...




Angie is still good at it!! ahaha

When the time freezes...

My DAD is the STRONGEST DAD

I love my dad!!

Since 17 years ago, he has given me lotsa lotsa love....

When I was small, I liked to play with him. Sat on his lap, like riding a horse, Or he threw me up and caught me back. I am always happy with him by my side....

During kindergarten, he sent me and fetched me from the school, everyday...He always said "See you!!" instead of "Bye Bye!!" I guessed that's why everyday in my life, I can always have him...

I am so blur, but luckily I have my dad. During primary, I always forgot to bring this bring that. Just a call, my dad would bring it to me in school. That's my dad, always try his best for his children...Things never changed even during secondary. I still remember I forgot to bring my bottle to school one day, and my dad came to school to find me just to bring it to me. Maybe you might think its just a small action, but its not for me...I realize how lucky I am to have such a dad...

Later, I have a lot of wants and needs. Wanna take part in this and that, wanna go this camp that camp, wanna hang out with friends, wanna go this trip that trip, wanna do this do that....but my dad never doubt to promise me...and he never break his promise...

But i failed him. Last year, I had a piano lesson in the morning in Seremban 2, but I got up late coz the night before I online till very late..We had to rush. But when I reached Spring Hill, I realized I didn't take my books...At that time, he said,"You really disappoint me."

My dad is amazing!! I don't know how to tell but I'm proud that I'm his daughter.

I'm sorry dad coz I always make you sad and angry.
Thankyou for all the things you've given to me.

One day, I'll make you proud...

Life

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.
If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.


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To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
T! he value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Origin:(Unknown)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

SPM just finish, so did my secondary life. Byebye!! I don't really miss my school, where our laughter lingers around, but my friends who give me lotsa lotsa LOTSA laughter...

Whenever I have a problem, the first thing pop out in my mind is," Find Chuiping!" haha..She will help me to solve the problem. Even if she can't, she will analyze the problem, and give me a bright road. Always, you can see a bright bulb above her head!! Great minds, she said it once..She is always cheerful, energetic and has positive thinking. If I'm sad or down, find her!! That's my medicine!! She loves foreign culture and likes traveling around. Two years ago, she went to Italy and stayed with a host family.That's so cool!! Sometimes, she is funny, and say herself "sampat"...I don't know what to say, but she's so "ChuiPing"..She is my "oldest" classmate, as we are in the same class since kindergarten!! It's not easy, plus we are very good friends!! Lasted friendship...i guess..


So this is my dearest Rafidah!! This is our very first pic this year, luckily, its not the last...haha..She has the brightest eyes and a very great smile, which can make you smile too!! She is damn nice!! Whenever you need help, she will really try her very best to help you. She is quiet in the class, sitting at the corner, but its ok, I still can find her^^,but when you really talk to her, she can be very funny. She always ties her shoelace, in the class, in the canteen, beside the corridors, while walking, or in front of the toilet...and she is good at "fishing", with the head still...Paise~ She is very cute!! Sometimes, what she says or what she does, its just...cute!! She gave me lotsa sweet memories...And hey, what I said was what I meant, don't doubt me!! Just can't stop smiling when thinking about her...



My buddy, Yenleen!! She's my secrets keeper. She knows the most of my things. Sometimes, I wonder how she can stand my noisy voice, always bla bla bla...She's indeed a very good listener. We always do things together, from the club and st.john activities, to tuition, and hanging together. Since secondary, we sit together for 3 years, luckily we didn't feel "xien"...haha..but it's weird coz we didn't really talk when primary!! Sometimes, we are crazy and talk about gila gila things and laugh ourselves. Sometimes, when we are sad, we comfort each other and laugh again...just so crazy when two "xiao" people together...


Here comes Syquina!! Even its awkward, but I still wanna say, she taught me to communicate with other races, and that's what i learnt the most in secondary. It happened during F1, even we didn't talk much that time...She likes to imitate other people, and damn funny!!! haha...and she can suddenly burst into laughter, and makes other people around her laugh too!! She always think that she is not good enough, but actually she is so good, cause she can make people around her feels good...Have faith!! Be yourself!! And the sky will be yours!!



Ah Piang is here!! Forget why suddenly call her ahpiang d...and I forgot why suddenly we become closer, during F2 time..but its not important anymore...She knows a lot of my "xia sui" things, and always remind me...:( She is nice, but sometimes she likes to trick you. She is generous, but sometimes you won't know why she gets angry with you. She is kind, but sometimes so cool and you're not dare to talk to her. She is not tall, but her determination is high above the sky(for something)..She has some "pets" in our class, like ekhem..ly***, Szel*** or Huais***...haha...privacy...



Our beauty queen, and the smartest girl, HuiShin!! She has self-confidence, know exactly what she wants and clear with her minds. She is strong, even if she cries, she will only get tougher after the tears. She is somehow different from other friends around me. She said, she wants to grow up fast, leave the "xien" school life, but nothing seems to be interesting to her. She said, she wants to live until 50 something only, because she thinks being an old people is hard. She said, she doesn't want to get marry and we live together. She wanted to become a cook, coz she said she doesn't like to study...^^

Everyone is special, and there's a story behind why we get closer...I guess its the fate, bringing us into a small circle, from over billions of people in this world...

What? Why?

1. Why people shout when they fight?
because their hearts are too far, they have to shout to let others to listen to their heart...

2. Why the ring is on the 4th finger but not the others?
put your palm on the desk, and try to raise up high your 4th finger and other fingers, which is harder? You should know why. A ring, to remind you, you're tied.

What you should do...?
1. if your dreams cannot be achieved?
change you dreams

2. if you cannot get slimmer?
wish your friends get fatter

3. when you feel sad?
tell your friends, let them feel sad too...

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The Hospital Window

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room with a hospital window. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour a day to drain the fluids from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed next to the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the hospital window. The man in the other bed would live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man had said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene. One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man could not hear the band, he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Unexpectedly, an alien thought entered his head:
Why should he have all the pleasure of seeing everything while I never get to see anything? It didn't seem fair. As the thought fermented, the man felt ashamed at first. But as the days passed and he missed seeing more sights, his envy eroded into resentment and soon turned him sour. He began to brood and found himself unable to sleep. He should be by that hospital window - and that thought now controlled his life.

Late one night, as he lay staring at the ceiling, the man by the hospital window began to cough. He was choking on the fluid in his lungs. The other man watched in the dimly lit room as the struggling man by the hospital window groped for the button to call for help. Listening from across the room, he never moved, never pushed his own button which would have brought the nurse running. In less than five minutes, the coughing and choking stopped, along with the sound of breathing.

Now, there was only silence-deathly silence.

The following morning the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths. When she found the lifeless body of the man by the hospital window, she was saddened and called the hospital attendant to take it away-no works, no fuss. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the man asked if he could be moved next to the hospital window. The nurse was happy to make the switch and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it all himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the hospital window beside the bed...........

It faced a blank wall.

Author:unknown

I read this in my SPM　Chinese paper(translated). And I still can remember the shocking in my heart when I read the last sentence.

Envy kills one man, but beautiful lies save a man's hope.

We don't exactly know what our friends and family have done for us secretly.
Don't complain, but be thankful for the God has given you a lot.

Appreciate everything, even though you don't have anything...