My Harry Potter!

Oh My Goodness! I just know that Harry Potter 7 Part 2 will be released in Malaysia the 14th July, and I'll be off to Taiwan from 13th July!! I won't be there for the premiere!!! I planned to buy the 1st day's ticket mah~~:(((((

This is so unfair! I've missed so many films of the series in cinema, FINALLY, I have chance to go into the cinema this time, and it's the last chance, and now it's gone~~

And I'll only be back on 21st July, will it still be on screen that time? Probably yes, it's HARRY POTTER, it will be on cinema more then 1 week.

But at that time, for sure all my friends will have watched it, who will go and watch it with me? I don't want to be alone...it's not fun to watch a movie alone,( I think~~), even though it's Harry Potter~~

Haih, never mind la..worries change nothing. Everything's gonna be ok! Be positive!

It's better if you worry more about your coming exams:)

梅花三弄

最近，我走火入魔似的，脑子里全是这首歌的词。

“红尘自有痴情者，

莫笑痴情太痴狂。

若非一番寒彻骨，

哪得梅花扑鼻香。

问世间情为何物，

直教人生死相许。

看世间多少故事，

直销魂梅花三弄。”

-琼瑶

太美了！

Apparently my life in France is not that boring, i was just tooo boring during the last holidays. But overall, it's nice and fun and sometimes happening. Yea, kinda. :)

Study jia you!

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It's so hard to say no.

Pisces, always indecisive. This is depriving my peace of my heart. Even though sometimes I'm quite sure what I want, but I don't decide until the last moment. I have so many worries and concerns. Mostly, I scared people will get hurt and I want things to be perfect, well planned, everything goes smoothly, on the track. I can't give a firm answer until I know for sure everything's gonna be fine. And so sometimes when people ask me if I'm agreed or not, especially when it's a group work, I seemed lost to give an answer, but I am actually thinking, and so I answer ambiguously because I feel the tension that people's waiting for my answer. But at the end, it turns out they are not being confident with my answer.

So now I want to change this bad attitude. Despite people is waiting for me, I want to take my time to consider and analyse things properly before giving out my opinions, let their waiting time be worthy rather then giving the impression that I'm not contributing.

This is out of topic from what I wanted to say initially, but never mind...

媽媽老了 （转载）

媽媽老了

媽媽老了，這是早就知道的事實。已是第三次做壽了，能不老嗎？但原來這只是頭腦知道，心裡壓根兒沒認同過，一直到最近回家才不得不承認。媽媽炒的菜怎麼再也不清脆可口了，分不出是菜湯還是炒菜。媽媽的廚藝一直來都是家人的最愛，雖然偶爾失手過，但還沒吃厭過。以前學炒菜時，媽媽說最重要的是掌握火候，還有千萬不要加水，加入少許蒜頭即可炒出一道清脆可口的菜肴。可是如今，我看到的是媽媽放入青菜後，隨即是加入一碗水，不像是炒菜，倒像是在燜菜。吃在口里，食不知味，QQ的口感沒了，熟悉的味道全沒了。看在眼裡，痛在心裡，心裡完全知道這是怎麼一回事，因為媽媽再也無法咀嚼清脆的青菜了。

媽媽一生辛勞，養育九個子女，即使是挺個大肚子，依然砍柴挑水幹粗活。實在不願相信那個曾經走在你身旁為你擋風遮雨的背影有天在你不警覺時竟會落在你身後，而你必須在人群中搜尋她的蹤影。

不願接受那個曾經緊握你小手越過馬路的雙手有天需要你扶一把，等她一會兒，耐心地牽她過馬路。

不願接受前一刻明明彼此才互相起勁談話，才一會兒，她竟然坐著呼呼地睡著了。做子女的不願接受母親會老的事實，想一輩子做母親眼中的小孩，當永遠的孩子，享受母親的呵護。忘了自己已經身為人母，依然沉醉在記憶中兒時的媽媽，那個不知何為疲憊，時刻精力充沛，終日為家人奔波的身影。硬朗敏捷的身子再也無法抵擋歲月的侵蝕，真是歲月催人老啊！

身為最小且最遲出嫁的女兒，今年終於有機會第一次替媽媽拜壽，心裡祈禱這不是唯一的一次。我對媽媽說，希望你健健康康，長命百歲，因為我希望往後還能為你拜壽。媽媽感慨地說不知是否還能等到另一個十年，同輩的只剩下兩三個了。對一個年長者，能健康的再活十年確實是個奢侈的夢想，這何嘗不也是子女的一個奢望呢？

回娘家，回娘家，實在不敢想像沒有娘在的娘家，回去時會是甚麼苦澀滋味？出嫁的女兒可以回娘家實在是一種幸福。有天這種幸福感只能在記憶中去追溯了。

冬陽

I hope that I can find someone who also has the passion towards the music style or the genre of songs that I like. :)

My life in Rennes is just boriiiiiiiing~~~~~

Somehow, I would like to say, my life in France is boriiiiiiiiing!!!