Just saw a blog of a friend of friend, who's now complaining about living alone at overseas.
This reminds me of how I felt last time when I always felt alone and lifeless inside my room, facing my laptop, diving into the internet world, instead of hanging out with friends, laughing and chatting with them.

The feeling of loneliness arose even higher when it came to a festival back in M'sia, expecially Chinese New Year, or my beloved ones' birthdays, or seeing my friends having fun chatting on facebook etc.

I'm glad that I don't feel like that anymore. There are several reasons for this. First, I've changed my thoughts, not to define friendships as I used to have at school last time, people and the environment are different, I can't put myself in the past anymore, I got to jump out, open my heart for newcomers, especially, and accept the new "mode" while building the friendships here. Second, I do hang out, chat and talk with my friends, do some activities with them. Everything goes smoothly. I'm feeling happy with what I have now. And I'm glad that I have someone to listen to all my complains, stupid stories n bla bla bla~~:)

I miss my family and friends too back at Port Dickson. We grow up together, we sometimes have small fights and got back together again, we listen we share, that's irreplaceable. But I know, we cant stay side by side together the whole life, like we used to have in the small class at school. We sometimes have to face things alone, or with others. It doesn't mean that we abandon you, but how can they help you? We are not talking about movies, or dramas, this is the reality. You know well they are inside your heart, and you too, are inside their hearts.

Open your mind and heart, accept the new ones, you'll find out that they are amazing too! Be strong, friend's friend:)

助人为快乐之本，开心点吧！也没麻烦你多少~~人家也对你满好的嘛~~做好了，你会真的很开心的:D

人生最幸福的事，就是有一群支持者你的家人，有一个和自己相爱的终生伴侣，还有一个知心的密友，不用多，有一个就很不错了。。。

理想社会

最近不知道为什么，突然喜欢上骆驼。觉得他们生活环境那么糟糕，日子也不好过，但是他们的眼睛竟是如此的无邪，脸上总是带着慈祥的笑容:)




沙漠里的终极居民，充满希望的望向蓝天



就是这种善良的眼睛，慈祥的笑容

突然想到了王菲的一首歌--天上人间。有段歌词是这样的:

“但愿你的眼睛，
着看得到笑容；
但愿你流的每一滴泪，
都让人感动。”

要是这地球上的每个灵魂都是如此，那就真的是天上人间了:)

唉，真是一个让人伤心的事实:(

Another sweet song:)

If you ever forget how much you really mean to me, everyday I will remind you:)

Diverse

For at least 3 days in a row, i keep dreaming about you. Why? Why? Why? Too long didn't meet you up? Too long didn't contact you? Too long wish to see you? Since 2009, we didn't talk anymore:( But quite many things around me make me think of you, this is unfair~~~I have to stop letting you get into my dreams...

In my dreams recently, they bring me back to High School life. Maybe I hang out with my high school friends recently too much, hehe. But actually I like my dreams, just that I couldn't bare to realize that "It was just a dream." every time I wake up. It's saddening.

Yesterday I went to my dearest and most sampat friend's house, I had a fun time:D Can't stop smiling alone, or in front of the mirror, when I returned home thinking back the memories, until got hit upon by sister. Haha! It has been so long that I had that great feeling:)) Kamsiah la, xiaojie^^

Next week, my another friend is coming back to PD!! Miss her pattern^^ Don't know if she changes anything, or anywhere, long to see her:DD