真想找个洞,哗啦啦把所有的东西都吐出来><><><><><>

I always think that if someone is willing to tell you anything about himself/herself, no matter if it's the slightest or the most important thing, it means that you actually mean something to him/her, and not just a normal friend or an acquaintance. And it seems like a recognition, an acceptance, and it feels good.

Otherwise, it feels horrible. Especially when you care about that person. 

"Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You gotta get up and try"

I am shocked by my dream last night. I need time. This cycle keeps repeating, and this is so not good for my health.(I am getting old every year~~) If and only if you knew what is in my mind~

我的好朋友兼老朋友们，我真的真的很想念你们！想念当时天真地我们，比起现在更无忧无虑的我们。你们好吗？一定要过得好好的！



就算不常联络，也要想我，因为不喜欢单相思。。lol

昨晚朋友问我, 给三个 不能死的日理由. 我说, 爱我的人还活着, 还有留恋的人事物, 和还有事情还没做完. 我朋友就说, 怕死, 一个就足够了. Lol~! 其实也有道理...

突然想到小 s说过的一句话: 只要还有自己喜欢的人在世上, 我们都不自由。

现在是七早八早的, 难得能爬起来啊^^

Soon, i'll be moving in with a friend, sometimes I think it's quite nice, but sometimes I think it's kinda mafan. In future, I'll always have a friend beside me, but in future, every details in life I gotta behave myself. I might being too pessimist though, but this worry couldn't be ignored.

Another thing that worries me is that after two years, she'll leave Lille. Then I'll have to move again, coz i have to stay here for another 6 months at least (or maybe not, it all depends, hate all these unknowns..). Move to a house for 6 months then I might move again..omg~~at the 1st place, who will lend me their house for 6 months? Where should I stay then?? Aiyo~~Moving is seriously troublesome!! And it's costly! Do you understand?

Sometimes I tell myself, enjoy ur these 2 years then only think about it la. But sometimes i just couldn't help myself like now...haih~

希望你也会像小孩般，雀跃的和我分享生活中的点点滴滴。
希望你会愿意在我面前露出你脆弱的一面，掉泪，不武装自己。