Soon, i'll be moving in with a friend, sometimes I think it's quite nice, but sometimes I think it's kinda mafan. In future, I'll always have a friend beside me, but in future, every details in life I gotta behave myself. I might being too pessimist though, but this worry couldn't be ignored.

Another thing that worries me is that after two years, she'll leave Lille. Then I'll have to move again, coz i have to stay here for another 6 months at least (or maybe not, it all depends, hate all these unknowns..). Move to a house for 6 months then I might move again..omg~~at the 1st place, who will lend me their house for 6 months? Where should I stay then?? Aiyo~~Moving is seriously troublesome!! And it's costly! Do you understand?

Sometimes I tell myself, enjoy ur these 2 years then only think about it la. But sometimes i just couldn't help myself like now...haih~